I'm Nate
Straight
21 years old
Colorado
I love music,
Crappy movies
The sun, Snow and all their ups and downs
I love tattoos
Don't Drink/Smoke or Do drugs
My family is my everything
I love pop punk and "hardcore"
Let's moshersize!!!
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No reason for sadness
Yet somehow it found me
Seven thousand songs
You’d think some ‘d be happy
Let it slide it passes with time
You can keep your dime you can keep your wine
Thanks for the offer really it’s nice
But I can coup without poison in my veins
I’ll just listen to sad songs
And lay in the dark
It’s all I’ve ever known
It’s got me this far
If there is a God
Maybe I’ll see you in hell
But ‘til he shows his face
I’ll I won’t buy what you sell.
I’ve lost touch with who I am
Regrets flow through my head
Self loathing drags me down
It’s been six days since I’ve left bed
The last nine months I’ve been a ghost
I’ve floated by unseen
And as you look me in the eye
You don’t see anything
I’m scared and don’t know where to go
Lost sight of where I’ve been
I’m a joke with no punch line
So don’t you pity me
I don’t believe that someone watching over us from up above
But every day I still pray that you’ll return my love
Another year with no reply, if there’s a god I hope he dies
‘Cause all mankind is running blind, and he still fucking cowers
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The past week has been weird.
I haven’t made a single penny.
I left behind everyone I’ve ever met.
I have absolutely no clue what I’m doing.
I miss my family more than I ever thought possible.
Yet somehow I feel oddly at peace.
There’s just something about finally realizing that, yeah, I have people who are quick to say they miss me back home, but there’s still absolutely nothing tying me to one place. No one is waiting on me to come home at night. No wife, no kids. I mean, yeah, that’s the ultimate goal, but for now, I’m really starting to question when the next time I’ll go home is.
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Seriously I don’t know what’s gotten into me tonight, but all I wanna do is just scream as loud as I can, and spill my guts out to anyone who will listen.
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Working on music again.
I’ve lost touch with who I am
Regrets flow through my head
Self loathing drags me down
It’s been six days since I’ve left bed
The last nine months I’ve been a ghost
I’ve floated by unseen
And as you look me in the eye
You don’t see anything
I’m scared and don’t know where to go
Lost sight of where I’ve been
I’m a joke with no punch line
So don’t you pity me!
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How do you sleep at night when the word failure just keeps circulating in your head like a hurricane?
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No reason for sadness
Yet somehow it found me
Seven thousand songs
You’d think some ‘d be happy
Let it slide it passes with time
You can keep your dime you can keep your wine
Thanks for the offer really it’s nice
But I can coup without poison in my veins
I’ll just listen to sad songs
And lay in the dark
It’s all I’ve ever known
It’s got me this far
If there is a God
Maybe I’ll see you in hell
But maybe for now
You can leave me alone.
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On getting fired.
I stacked a pallet and put it on top of the steel in the back room, and someone knocked it down while taking it down destroying 100 cases of water. Apparently because I didn’t wrap it “right” it’s an automatic move to the next level of punishment. Which in my case was cause for termination.
Really I’m not sad about it. More than anything I’m relieved. No more working graveyard shifts. No more working for a manager who on more than one occasion I’ve seriously considered punching in the face (and I’m really not a violent person.)
If anything this is a chance to change. I think I’m finally going to look into school again. I need to find a way to get my bills paid and everything, but for the most part I couldn’t be in a better place emotionally on this one. Especially cause I talked to my mom and she always knows what to say, even on getting fired.
As for now, I have enough to pay at least next months bills. I’ve got all the time in the world to read and be with friends. And I no longer have to be up trying to function while the rest of humanity sleeps.
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To all of the people on the interwebs who think I seem like an interesting fellow,
The joke is really on you, because honestly, I shut people out hardcore. 8/10 times, if I had to choose between going out and doing something with even my best friends, or sitting at home in my boxers reading a book/watching a movie I’ve seen dozens of times/playing video games, I’d do the later. I’m terrible at keeping in touch. Music means more to me than 99.999 percent of people, and I probably won’t change any time soon.
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I really hate when
The poetry doesn’t come
Things are neither good enough
Or bad enough to write
Every day is just
Somewhere in the middle
And progress seems far off
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Every once in a while I read something on here that honestly makes me think, so thank you Jane.
Really though? What would become of the earth if mankind where to fizzle out over night? There would be no death for anything other than hunger. There would be no over pollution. No greenhouse gases burning a whole in the ozone.
If humanity where gone the earth would flourish. There would be nothing destroying for pleasure. Endangered species might actually have a chance.
We are so set on destroying everything around us, that we don’t take the time to think about what we’re sacrificing. Human life should not be weighed more than any other.
All I have to say is I honestly hope there is a time in the near future where we get what’s been coming to us for hundreds of thousands of years.
We are humanity
We are shit
We don’t know shit
May we rue the consequences.
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I’ve lost myself again
I don’t think I want to find me
Cause I’m a piece of shit
And I’ve grown to accept it
So I’ll lock myself away
Throw away the fucking key
Build a brick wall behind the door
I won’t come here anymore.
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I payed a visit to the lost and found
Still no sign of what’s missing
I drove to the end of the world
Still not a single clue
I dove to the bottom of the ocean
The darkness renders not a tale
So I think it’s time for the abyss
For I think it knows everything I don’t.
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I spent most of my morning reading about Isaac Asimov’s theories about advancement in technology. Mostly theories on the future robotics and the possibility of a singularity.
Somewhere between watching endless videos of helper robots and robots specialized to work in labs, space shuttles, rovers and concepts and videos on how far we have come with prosthetics make me realize how close we really are.
Did you know they’ve come up with prosthetics that they wire into the limb and attach receptors to the inside of the users skull so that they can actually feel heat, pressure and pain?
Amazing.
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